Today marks one month since this beautiful woman has left my side. I remember taking this picture. She put a pillow in her jacket to show how large her stomach used to be, because of the 12lbs+ of tumors she had in her ovaries. This has definitely been the hardest month of my life. I sometimes still hope you’re in the kitchen, watching your novelas & cooking. But you’re not. & when I stand there, I’m constantly flooded w memories of you. Idk how I’m holding up but I am. I miss you so much Ma.

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  1. Camera: Panasonic DMC-LX7
  2. Aperture: f/1.4
  3. Exposure: 1/8th
  4. Focal Length: 4mm

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  1. Camera: Canon EOS 60D
  2. Aperture: f/7.1
  3. Exposure: 1/500th
  4. Focal Length: 48mm

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The last picture I took of her while she was still alive. This was only a few days before she passed. Its still unreal to me. Looking at all the pictures I’ve taken of her over the past month alone just kill me. I don’t know how I’ve survived the past few days. But I have. & I thank her.